Nicky will always be.......
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Loved and remembered by all his family.
The day nicky died the sun went down.
Lifes changed forever.
if i was granted just one wish.....
It would be to have you back again.
The pain of losing you never goes.
Nicky is and will always be part of his family
His name will be called just like when he lived
He will be mentioned at family Gatherings celebrations times of sorrow .
& whenever ...............
Others will just have to except that.
You see Nicky was taken young, However with His AVM OF the Brain he could of died at any time.
Nicky nor his family were aware that he had this condition.(it is so rare.)
Is any one to blame . NO it was fate.
However i always ask why my son?
He must of been so special that the higher realms wanted him home.
Just remember, to be kind to others who have lost their child it is the cruelest thing any human will ever have to endure.
To watch your child litraly die in front of you
is somthing i would not wish on any one.
To all those that think you need to get over it.
Unless you have walked these shoes. do not even go their.
Time will hopefully give Nickys family time to heal.
But for now hour by hour day by day we get by.
for any one new to death reading this my heart goese out to you.
I truly understand the pain at times it can be all consuming.
No child should ever die before their parents.
My child although he was a man will always be my sweet little baby boy.
I love you son.
Forever 29.........my Darling son.
