Nicky the years are rolling by .
This september the 6th 2009 you would of been gone for 4 whole years.
My pain and your dads will never go .
You are missed so much .
I truly wish God or whoever had taken you relises the pain and suffering they have left upon this earth, life has never been the same since.
I function and do some of the things i used to do but nothing is the same anymore.
You see the cruelest blow to life for anyone is losing their child no matter what their age is.
Also your 3 little girls who i know you loved more than life itself.
I will never understand why you were chosen to die and never will.
Nor can i celebrate your passing i never ever will.
It never should of been.
You were loved are loved and will always be in my heart and soul.
My one and only son my baby boy. FOREVER AND EVER.
The people who say get on with your life would never have experiened this sort of pain.
