Happy heavenly Birthday son.
You would now of been 33 years old.
But at least you will never get wrinkles
Suffer with old age have to stand by and watch people you love die.
At least these things you have been spared.
But i am selfish and would have prefered you to be here with your little girls and Ellie and us all.
Nicky you are so missed I think of you each and every second of my day.
You are never far from my thoughts and as usual your name is called.
People think they have worries, not untill you lose a child or some one so close will others truly know the longing for a loved one.
Your dad is getting better , I no you would of been so cross and worried.
I am suprised we are still here .
You see the pain of loss never leaves you just have to get by.
well you are forever our 29 year old son But to this family you will always be the oldest child your sisters always talk about you.
Nicky you are never far from some- one that knows you or remembers you .
My very truly loved son .xoxoxoxoxoxo
